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One of my favorite songs by Rich Mullins. For years this was one of those songs that you just pass over and think, “That was nice”, but don’t really understand the depth of the lyrics. On a flight for one of my business trips, I listened to the words carefully and was struck by how much it hit me. Typical of Rich Mullin’s music, which I think grows with age is his prayer to God to shield him from the storms of life. As the final verse plays, he comes to the realization that everything that had shaken his life with so much turmoil was actually the wings that lifted him to his final resting place in the arms of the Lord.

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Isaiah 60:1-3, 1 Cor. 2:9, 2 Cor. 4:7-18, 2 Timothy 2:11-13

I see the morning moving over the hills

I can see the shadows on the western side

And all those illusions that I had

They just vanish in Your light

 

Though the chill of the night still hangs in the air

I can feel the warmth of morning on my face

Though the storm had tossed me

‘Til I thought I’d nearly lost my way

 

And now the night is fading and the storm is past

And everything that could be shaken was shaken

And all that remains is all that I really had

 

What I’d have settled for

You’ve blown so far away

What You brought me to

I thought I could not reach

And I came so close to giving up

But You never did give up on me

 

And I see the morning moving over the hills

I feel the rush of life here where the darkness broke

And I am in You and You’re in me

Here where the winds of Heaven blow

 

And now the night is fading

The storm is through

And everything you sent to shake me

From my dreams they come to wake me

In the love I find in You

And now the morning comes

And everything that really matters

Become the wings You send to gather me

To my home

To my home

I’m going home

 

Need You Now (How Many Times)

by Plumb

Well, everybody’s got a story to tell
And everybody’s got a wound to be healed
I want to believe there’s beauty here
‘Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on
I can’t let go, I can’t move on
I want to believe there’s meaning here

How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

Standing on a road I didn’t plan
Wondering how I got to where I am
I’m trying to hear that still small voice
I’m trying to hear above the noise

How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

Though I walk,
Though I walk through the shadows
And I, I am so afraid
Please stay, please stay right beside me
With every single step I take

How many times have you heard me cry out?
And how many times have you given me strength?

How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

I need you now
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
I need you now
I need you now

 

Living Life Upside Down

Here is a good song put out by Truth in the early 90’s.

John has a new way of looking at life
He’s tired of his job, his kids and his wife
Says the secret to his success
Was in leaving and finding himself
Now he’s someone to somebody else

You say we’ve reason to a new age of truth
And you’re calling it a spiritual Godly pursuit
But I say, but I say

[Chorus]
What if we’ve fallen to the bottom of a well
Thinking we’ve risen to the top of a mountain
What if we’re knocking at the gates of hell
Thinking that we’re heaven bound
And what if we spend our lives thinking of ourselves
When we should have been thinking of each other
What if we reach up and touch the ground
To find we’re living life, upside down

We’ve got a program to saving the earth
While unborn children are denied their right to birth
One child is blessed, another cursed
Have we made this world better or worse
Now the life of a tree comes first?

You say we’ve reason to a new age of life
You’re telling me what used to be wrong is now right
But I say, I say

[Chorus] x 2
What if we’ve fallen to the bottom of a well
Thinking we’ve risen to the top of a mountain
What if we’re knocking at the gates of hell
Thinking that we’re heaven bound
What if we spend our lives thinking of ourselves
When we should have been thinking of each other
What if we reach up and touch the ground
To find we’re living life, upside down
To find we’re living life, upside down.

Love Will Save The Day

“Love Will Save The Day” Lyrics
by Geoff Moore | from the album Home Run

I woke up this morning, there was rain in the sky.
I looked in the mirror, there was rain in my eyes.
I have a choice to make,
And I won’t let this day be wasted when…….

(Chorus:)
I know love will, love will save the day.
I know in the midst of disaster that love will recapture,
And love’s gonna save the day.

Got your act together
Till one of those old days comes along
When it would have been better, if you, had never gotten out of bedat all.
Just as sure as defeat seems certain.
Don’t be surprised when the tables start turning cause…..

(Chorus)

Solo:
I know in the midst of disaster that love will recapture,
I know who I serve and I’ll never forget,
The great price that He paid so that love could save……..
I know love will……

(Chorus 2:)
I know love will, love will save the day.
I know love will, let whatever come what may.
I know love will, love will save the day.
I know love will, let whatever come what way.
I know in the midst of disaster that love will recapture,
And love’s gonna save the day.

Won’t You Be My Love

I received a surprising phone call this morning from Kenn Jones telling me of my good friend, fellow Ranger commander who was taken down by a massive heart attack on his way to work this morning. He attempted to live his life according to the words of this song, which reflect the words of Jesus himself, “Feed my Sheep” (John 21:17)

Won’t You Be My Love
By Mercy Me

When you fall asleep tonight in your warm and cozy room,
Know that I’m awake and I’ve got no shelter and no food.
I am not alone.
My friends are broke and lost.
Looking for someone to lead them to my cross.
I need your help. I need your help.

Won’t you be my voice calling?
Won’t you be my hands healing?
Won’t you be my feet walking into a broken world?
Won’t you be my chain breaker?
Won’t you be my peacemaker?
Won’t you be my hope and joy?
Won’t you be my LOVE?

The other side of the world she is just a few days old.
A helpless little girl with no family of her own.
She is not to blame for the journey she is on.
Her life is no mistake.

Won’t you lead her to my cross?
Won’t you be my voice calling?
Won’t you be my hands healing?
Won’t you be my feet walking into a broken world?
Won’t you be my chain breaker?
Won’t you be my peacemaker?
Won’t you be my hope and joy?
Won’t you be my LOVE?

To those I call my own.
To those I’ve set aside as spotless without blame.
The chosen ones my bride.
We will be your voice calling.
We will be your hands healing.
We will be your feet walking into a broken world.
We will be your chain breaker.
We will be your peacemaker.
We will be your hope and joy.
We will be your LOVE. We will be your LOVE.

Busted Heart

 

Busted Heart

by For King and Country

Winter has come back again Feels like the season won’t end

My faith is dying tonight And I won’t try to pretend
I’ve got it all figured out I don’t have any doubts I’ve got a busted heart I need You now Yeah, I need You now
(Chorus) Hold on to me, hold on to me Don’t let me lose my way Hold on to me
I am the wandering son Your love is never enough I keep chasing the wind Instead of chasing Your love I’m screaming out Your name Don’t let me fall on my face I’ve got a busted heart I’m in need of a change I’m desperate for grace
Hold on to me, take all of me Don’t let me lose my way Hold on to me
Broke Your heart a thousand times But You’ve never left my side You have always been here for me
You never let me go You never let me go Don’t ever let me go
Hold on to me, hold on to me Don’t let me lose my way Hold on to me
Hold on to me, take all of me Don’t let me lose my way Hold on to me
Until it comes to an end Soon this season will end I’ll surrender tonight You meet me right where I am

Strong Enough

I’m listening to the song “Strong Enough” by Matthew West and it is almost hard not to tear up due to the flood of memories that come into my brain from the past and also some of the recent tragedies that have happened.

You must, you must think I’m strong
To give me what I’m going through
Well, forgive me, forgive if I’m wrong
But this looks like more than I can do,
On my own…..

I know I’m not strong enough to be
Everything that I’m supposed to be
I give up, I’m not strong enough
Hands of mercy, won’t you cover me?
Lord, right now I’m asking you to be
Strong enough, strong enough
For the both of us

Well maybe, maybe that’s the point
To reach the point of giving up
Cause when I’m finally, finally at rock bottom
Well, that’s when I start looking up
And reaching out…..

‘Cause I’m broken, down to nothing
But I’m still holding on to the one thing
You are God and You are strong
When I am weak

I can do all things
Through Christ who gives me strength
I don’t have to be strong enough
Strong enough

Running Speech

This is the first version of the speech that I gave during my Leadership training class this summer.

Leadership Speech – Running Idea

“The miracle isn’t that I finished. The miracle is that I had the courage to start.” Quote by John Bingham, Runner’s World columnist and co-author of “Running for Mortals”. Running is an activity that has long roots for me, having competed in track in high school, but until a year ago, I didn’t have the courage to start again.

With a need to lose weight and lower my cholesterol level, I decided to jump back in and set a goal to run a 5K race in the spring. Being a short distance sprinter and without having run a race longer than two miles, going one and half times the longest distance I had ever run, was not going to make it easy.

Many people asked me, why run? As I studied about running in preparation to return to the sport, here are some of the things that I learned:

  1. Aerobic Fitness

    First, running is one of the most efficient ways to achieve aerobic fitness. It works your heart and lungs allowing your blood to become more efficient at carrying oxygen. And as your heart becomes stronger, it pumps more blood with less effort.

  2. Helps with losing weight

    Losing weight was one of the primary motivators for me to return to running. Obviously, along with a balance diet, running helps with weight loss due to the increase that it has on your metabolism. As you’ll see from this chart, running has the highest calorie burn rate per hour compared to the next level of exercise, Tae Kwon Do.

  3. It can be done inexpensively

    Other than a good pair of shoes, running requires very little expense in the way of gear.

  4. Can be done indoor or outdoor

    Running in a gym or on a treadmill are great examples of running indoors. However, I’d say there is nothing like outdoor running. My favorite is actually trail running.

  5. Stress reliever

    Once you get past the pain of the beginning stages, you’ll most likely feel that you want to run – and not that you have to run.

  6. Can be done in a social group or in solitude

    Having a running partner can help you keep consistent with your workout routine, knowing that someone else is waiting on you.

How do you get started? When I first started to run, I had been doing infrequent exercise by walking my dog, which is a great foundation for running, since you’re using similar muscles.

Select the right type of shoes

Make sure to wear proper fitting running shoes. If you need to cut anything from your expenses, do not cut short on these. The frequency of your running will determine how long your shoes will last, but they commonly don’t last more than 3 to 6 months.

At first you’ll need to determine what type of running you want to do, trail or pavement. Pavement shoes are fine for running off road, but are designed for solid traction in very loose terrain. My first pair of shoes, I decided to purchase trail shoes because it was early winter and I wanted the extra support in mud, common in Washington.

Now to determine what shoe style you need there are two things you need to know about your feet. The first is your arch shape. Any easy test is getting your foot wet and stepping on a piece of paper. You will either have a high arch – very narrow, curved footprint, a flat or low arch – much wider and straightened footprint, or a normal arch.

Second is the biomechanics of your running or how your feet pronation, the natural roll inward when your foot strikes the ground. There is the neutral pronation, which is the natural roll. The next type is over pronation, where the foot is more exaggerated in its inward roll and the final type, is a slight roll outward called supination or under pronation.

Walk, then run

Gradually mix walking and jogging, lengthening each over time. This was one concept that helped me the most to “just do it” when it came to running distance. Not being afraid to walk and gradually get into a run as well as not feeling like I’m “quitting” if I need to take a break.

Frequency

Rather than measuring speed or distance, establish a weekly running schedule to get into the habit of exercising.

Continuing on…

  • Keep track of the results of your runs to see improvements along the way.
  • Set goals that can be attained and work toward them.
  • Avoid comparing yourself with someone else.

My Goals & Accomplishments

  • I have completed three 5K races with increased improvement.
  • I am aiming to run a 10K and go for a Triathlon next year.